Well, I was more focused at work. Yea. Still need to work on "a lot more focused" though.
Though, I know why focus has been so challenging. I realize that what's really missing, and has been a hindrance in most if not all facets of my life, as of late are goals.
I haven't set any on goals that will move me forward. Why haven't I done this. Simple; because I haven't wanted to change... yeah... that's it. Well, duh, if you don't want to change, you're obviously not going to do anything, so a goal is a moot point. Definitely. Still, and this is where the inspirational definition of insanity comes in, doing the same thing, yet expecting different results, I have been beating myself senseless over the fact that I'm not where I want to be, or even where think I should be (I won't be explaining this point in this post, another time). To be honest, I still don't want to change- comfort. My job is comfortable. My cozy, little secluded life is comfortable.
Should I push myself to step outside my "comfort zone?" I'll also need to get over my "self-un-acceptance" issues. Hmmm. This will be challenging for me.
Good night all,
Zach
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